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As colors run together into brown
and fall and die
the leaves crack cold
beneath my condensated breath.
Dew runs together into leaves
and then they freeze
as frosted slivers
hanging just below my window ledge.
I wrap a scarf around my neck
and burst into
the clear crisp air
that isn't cold enough for winter yet.
A stinging comes into my nose as
I stand along
the sidewalk
watching and waiting for autumn's end.
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
back from teacher's dae celebration~celebration where i din get 2 c the teacher i want to c xia
i reached skoL arnd 12.45pm xia
my class ppL nv wait 4 mi to take class f0t0~haiz...hahaz
den sa alot of ppl
reallie miss my class
my classmates
my SEAT~
remembering the strong orange smell~loL
remembering the times when we sat in the hall n listen to the discipline master's l0ng nagging
remembering the times when we sang nati0nal anthem 3 times in a r0w...
remembering the times when we plae rubber in class
remembering the daes when we shared food in class~party time!!
remembering the times when we struggle to complete our compo on the hot afternoon
remembering the times when we plae captain's baLL
remembering the daes when we bless each other gd Luck last miN before exams
remembering the daes in CCa...camPs,l0gistics room,driLL....
remembering the times tt we used to have
fun~laughter~tears~sweat~everything!
though some maybe overseas now~but we know tt our relationship will neva end
2 yrs
730 days
17520hrs
1051200mins
63072000 secs
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:from der untiL now~
end of my speech~loL
den went out with huiqi Chernfern eunice martin n wallace
eunice wanted to take neoprints
but in the end we never took any
cuz she had 2 rush home
den left huiqi n chernfern n me
we t0k alot...
about our skol...when we going meet again..bla
went hm arnd 630pm
tired ~but enjoyable
but~nt long...my mood turn haywire
jus felt tt everytink's nt right
the atmosphere~i felt depressed
disappointed over somethings
went toilet pray on bended knees
sniff~felt better~holy spirit encouraging me
teaching me how to love others even though dey may hurt me so deep
teaching me to say the right things at the right time
in the past ...i may sae things tt hurt ppl...but all the things said was truly from the bottom of my heart for a gd reason...jus to say something to motivate to encourage but it turn out to be scarastic...
sometimes its hard for me to bring across my feelings thru words
i duno y
maybe tt's y i fear prayer meeting soo much
but i'm going to change for the better!!
to be sensitive at the right place on the right time
to me...ytd's prayer meeting was fantastic
fellt tt God is telling me nt to be afraid of prayer meetings
n to sae wad i want to say from the botton of my heart
even its put across simply
as l0ng as i have the heart and faith to pray
nt jus for the sake of praying
but for the anointing of the Holy Spirit to come...for kingdom of God~yeah!
more test coming up~4tests nxt week----all in a row...wah...sianz
/gone~
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